Purple Dudette

I am a confused soul! Yeah!, why does it feel too much to decide on things!!

Is it because we simply want the best for us? To save time? To appear smart? But why?

to switch companies or not? To get back with that person who didn’t treat you right or not? Should I make that move or not?…. The countless questions keep floating in the back of my mind every fucking day/moment.

What/how are people investing their money and time on? Are they productive? Will that work for me?why didn’t he choose me? Do I need friends?Why is there competition every-fucking-where? What am j doing to myself?

Am I being wasted? How do I deal with these? How do I deal with the people around me? How do we tolerate them men who looks down on you? Why am I abandoned? Am I annoying? Why are they hanging out without me? Why am I not validated? Why am I even existing?

What do I do with so much data, when I don’t know how to process and act on it.

Everything sucks!

*Pause*

Give me a break!