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Him – perfect
I thought he was perfect I thought he would uplift me I thought he would never get exhausted I thought he’ll never run Outta money I thought he’ll never run Outta energy I thought he had a perfect family I thought he’ll never need therapy I thought he would be romantic I thought he’ll never…
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How do I forgive myself?
How do I forgive myself for all the actions that i didn’t take. I am not a trash can to take all of your garbage. I want a shield for such fuckers. For my mental peace. I repent not yelling at those bastards who has thrown shit at me all this lifetime. I am always…
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Secrets
I almost all the time have things to say, It’s just that, if you are worthy of listening/hearing it… That I decide… Mostly my answer is idk, then you must know what category you belong to. It’s all nice and fun until it’s happened to you, what if you are constantly let down… No support…
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Big city
Ugh! Talking about it gives me chills lightly. Where are the people that we actually wanna meet? Why is it all filled with scammers? In the name of love, friendship… People just use you for money and leave you at hanging, why do we still trust them? Why are we so desperate? Why do we…
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Unloved
How to receive love? How to recognize love? What a tough world we live in!… The constant dilemma is to die for! How is it all easy and effortless for few people? How did you grow up?were you born mentally prepared? Did someone train you? How did it work?
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The widow
She trusted him blindly. Is it what love is? One day he decided not to call her ever again, and that’s the end of it. Ghosted her. Does everyone has to have a partner? for someone who always dreamt of Prince and heroes, is it how it feels!?, what about the marriage that she had…
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spontaneity
No no I ain’t spontaneous, I need that security, prompt, calculation, rehearsal before I do anything! Otherwise I start to sweat profusely, stutter, stammer, talk irrelevant things, I think it’s simply in my genes or is it something I should have developed by now? All these years, all such moments, I have felt like a…