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Him – perfect
I thought he was perfect I thought he would uplift me I thought he would never get exhausted I thought he’ll never run Outta money I thought he’ll never run Outta energy I thought he had a perfect family I thought he’ll never need therapy I thought he would be romantic I thought he’ll never…
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Explore
I wanna explore everything twice Once with all the curiosity and check all the things off the list Second time, much calmer way, doing what is absolutely necessary with loved ones
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No responsibility!
No I don’t like to take responsibilities, No I don’t want to lead, I don’t wanna study, I don’t wanna improve anymore Is that a bad thing? Because I am exhausted, they say there is light at the end of the tunnel.. Nah nah nah… There’s no tunnel at all! It’s all a simulation. Somebody…
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Secrets
I almost all the time have things to say, It’s just that, if you are worthy of listening/hearing it… That I decide… Mostly my answer is idk, then you must know what category you belong to. It’s all nice and fun until it’s happened to you, what if you are constantly let down… No support…
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Unloved
How to receive love? How to recognize love? What a tough world we live in!… The constant dilemma is to die for! How is it all easy and effortless for few people? How did you grow up?were you born mentally prepared? Did someone train you? How did it work?
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spontaneity
No no I ain’t spontaneous, I need that security, prompt, calculation, rehearsal before I do anything! Otherwise I start to sweat profusely, stutter, stammer, talk irrelevant things, I think it’s simply in my genes or is it something I should have developed by now? All these years, all such moments, I have felt like a…